soo…. tax form needs filing

yeahhhhh anyways aside from that, i have proudly joined the booksie community!! yay! there, i post all my writings from poems to short stories, etc… i really am addicted to that site now.. this is my page if ever you people get curious: www.booksie.com/tin2twinkling and i am starting to neglect my blog lol. aside from that, i’ve been drinking an awfully huge amount of water these days.. it’s like whenever i see the water bottle, i just have to chug it… then refill it again and again.. lol don’t know how many times i peed today.. lol sorry!! i couldn’t help it.. ahhh i am lonely without DBSK.. i need to youtube them >.< LOL seriously i gotta go to where they are right now.. is it japan or china?? or are they back in korea?? WAHHHH i don’t know!! how sad is that!!!! i gotta know STAT.

cravings

i am so hungry right now. did you know yesterday night i was so depressed i felt like crying? lol, i don’t even know why i was depressed but no worries, i’ve been working on it, trying to figure out what was bothering me. anyhow, school’s almost done and that means it’s summer!!! boo hoo!! i have to work the whole 4 months, darn it. i just wish my 2008 wish would come true.. that’s all i’m hoping for now. oh, and i saw my friend in school two days ago (i haven’t seen her in a long time coz our classes are so messed up lol) and yeah i was missing her a lot and thus we had a bit of chit chat about the next school year… hmm she gave me lots of pointers for my classes 🙂 that was really nice of her. 

ooh, i made halo-halo just a few hours ago, and i am planning to make another one after this. isnt’ that great? anyway, i am feeling lazy today, i feel like calling in sick tomorrow (which will be my first time if i ever go with it).. coz remember, i was feeling depressed? it makes me feel lazy and sleepy too whenever that happens, which is pretty weird. i was angry and sad and yelling at people right before i went to bed. lol, i apologized when i prayed though..lol even i could tell i was been unfair to them coz they never did anything wrong and i was just exploding with nasty words all over the place. so sorry. i feel bad now. 
in order to cheer up my sad and lonely soul (wth eh), i already mentioned i would be making my sweet halo-halo. but i will also be adding on my story about S&Q.. that one will definitely be finished before this year is over. that is my short term goal so it has to happen even if i lose sleep over it. lol i’ve been having too much sleep in the past 3 months anyway, so that’s okay by my standards. aside from that, i’ve been neglecting the others, which is kinda gnawing at me coz i don’t like to think that i would ever neglect my cool peepz. lol anyway, still hung up on tvxq right now (before that, i had a daft punk phase that lasted about a month i think…) and that is why there is a picture of them right here–i just found that when i was googling lol…  i hope tvxq will find it’s way to canada. that would be wonderful =) wouldn’t it?? or just junsu is okay 😄 … actually, i changed my mind (wouldn’t wanna separate the best friends now would we?) i prefer all of them come and do concerts and everything. keep your fingers crossed, people!

sleepy me

so. clinical’s been going fine. and i hope that i get an A on this because i am really seriously trying so hard to do good in it. i realized though that when i get surprised, i tend to blank out (ie) when there’s a pop quiz. yes my brain keeps thinking ‘there’s a quiz? why is there a quiz today? i never knew about this!’ and thus i cannot concentrate on figuring out the answer whether i want to or not. but the good news is that i do extremely well on all the other aspects that get marked (ie) doing rounds, client support, willingness to participate in the whole ‘help in L&D’ thing, the journals and NCPs. so, overall, i am still aiming for an A. i’m in high spirits these days so i think it will go along very well. my only complaint is that i am so tired right now and sleepy too. last night it was already past 12 and i had to wake up at 5.54 AM because i had to go to school. for some weird reason, i couldn’t sleep even when i had my ipod on (i usually fall asleep very fast with my ipod on). so i was getting worried about my number of hours for sleep and that alone kept me awake quite well. so i tried to see if i could trick my brain into thinking that i didn’t need to sleep just yet and i told myself over and over again: ‘you still have 8 hours of sleep, so no worries’ and then all of a sudden i felt relaxed and i seriously started thinking that i had 8 hours more ’til 5.54 AM. and only then did i feel sleep creeping into me. LOL isn’t that weird? it’s very good that i noticed though, because now, if it ever happens again, i can just do that again. *sigh* i so wanna rest right now, but i am craving halo-halo (filipino dessert/drink) right now.. i want to get ingredients!! i’m just waiting for my mom to get home because i need her to pick out the beans (i don’t know which ones to use) for me. and so i say goodbye and have a good Good Friday, everyone!! =)