cravings

i am so hungry right now. did you know yesterday night i was so depressed i felt like crying? lol, i don’t even know why i was depressed but no worries, i’ve been working on it, trying to figure out what was bothering me. anyhow, school’s almost done and that means it’s summer!!! boo hoo!! i have to work the whole 4 months, darn it. i just wish my 2008 wish would come true.. that’s all i’m hoping for now. oh, and i saw my friend in school two days ago (i haven’t seen her in a long time coz our classes are so messed up lol) and yeah i was missing her a lot and thus we had a bit of chit chat about the next school year… hmm she gave me lots of pointers for my classes 🙂 that was really nice of her. 

ooh, i made halo-halo just a few hours ago, and i am planning to make another one after this. isnt’ that great? anyway, i am feeling lazy today, i feel like calling in sick tomorrow (which will be my first time if i ever go with it).. coz remember, i was feeling depressed? it makes me feel lazy and sleepy too whenever that happens, which is pretty weird. i was angry and sad and yelling at people right before i went to bed. lol, i apologized when i prayed though..lol even i could tell i was been unfair to them coz they never did anything wrong and i was just exploding with nasty words all over the place. so sorry. i feel bad now. 

in order to cheer up my sad and lonely soul (wth eh), i already mentioned i would be making my sweet halo-halo. but i will also be adding on my story about S&Q.. that one will definitely be finished before this year is over. that is my short term goal so it has to happen even if i lose sleep over it. lol i’ve been having too much sleep in the past 3 months anyway, so that’s okay by my standards. aside from that, i’ve been neglecting the others, which is kinda gnawing at me coz i don’t like to think that i would ever neglect my cool peepz. lol anyway, still hung up on tvxq right now (before that, i had a daft punk phase that lasted about a month i think…) and that is why there is a picture of them right here–i just found that when i was googling lol…  i hope tvxq will find it’s way to canada. that would be wonderful =) wouldn’t it?? or just junsu is okay XD … actually, i changed my mind (wouldn’t wanna separate the best friends now would we?) i prefer all of them come and do concerts and everything. keep your fingers crossed, people!